Life is a Glorious Patchwork

When I was in middle school, my parents came into possession of a giant blue sedan that had been orphaned upon the death of an octogenarian friend. The car, which probably hadn’t been driven for a decade, was a vehicle that only a bootlegger could love. The trunk was higher than the nose, and the seats were upholstered in a quasi-brocade that would have been comfortably deployed on the walls of an 18th Century saloon. Had this unfashionable American-made auto not been abandoned in the basement garage of a suburban residential tower, it could have loaned verisimilitude to a fictional crime scene on the set of, say, Starsky & Hutch.

God knows my family needed that car, so I don’t mean to look the gift horsepower in the mouth. But, damn, it was ugly. And I was in middle school, where Ugly raised to the power of Embarrassment equals Torture.

Not long after that torturously ugly car became our primary family vehicle, somebody side-swiped it, leaving a gash along the driver’s door.

It should be perfectly evident by now that my family were not “car people,” so it follows that my dad set out to remedy this blemish with a can of blue spray paint.

Contrary to Dad’s expectation, spray paint does not surgically seek the lowest point of a scrape. Spray paint is just happy to be free. Instead of discreetly filling the gashed metal, it created its own irregular footprint of cloud graffiti, which Dad tried to even out by going over and over it, until eventually the entire car door was painted.

And did I mention that the spray paint was about fifteen Pantone numbers off the underlying car paint? If the car was the hue of a blue blazer, the door was now the color of Robin Williams’s cartoon genie in Aladdin.

This whole palaver left Mom driving a blue-on-blue crazy-quilted whale of a lemon and left me going to extreme measures to find alternate transportation.

I think about that car a lot.

For one thing, I realize my current car is not adequately embarrassing to properly motivate my children to carpool.

For another, I think of it when I get calls at work from people who need small “patches” at their house. Patching seldom goes as hoped. Sure, if you need to feather in some ceiling white after you’ve done drywall work around a light fixture, that’s most likely going to be fine; you can paint one wall of a room and no one will be the wiser; and I’ve seen handymen work carpentry magic with Bondo, caulk and paint. But when it comes to re-sanding and staining a palm-sized patch of hardwood to match the rest of a floor, or blending in a high-gloss paint or swatch of intricate wallpaper, the old and new seldom marry the way you might hope. Even if you apply the patch exactly as the original was, the original finish has likely dulled so much that, when you look at the seam, it’s going to stand out like the spray-painted door of a mid-century Dodge.

Better to fix the whole thing. Paint the whole wall. Refinish the whole floor. Invest the time and money to get things back to perfect—if perfection is your goal.

Or consider this imperfect alternative: You could choose to own the flaw, consider it a souvenir of the life being lived in your house. The older I get, the more I realize it’s the ragged patches of the flaws around us that make us who we are.

9 thoughts on “Life is a Glorious Patchwork

  1. Every time I think you can’t get any more clever and creative with your writing, you prove me wrong! Thank you for this laugh and remembrance this Sunday morning!❤️

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  2. Beautiful reading on a Sunday morning before work! I now cherish the memory of my parents’ psychedelic black-n-white patterned curtains, stained on the reverse side by Coco the poodle as he looked out the sliding glass door. The neighborhood boys made fun. And I cherish those college kids that laughed at my college Camaro’s fuzzy glue-failing ceiling liner, resting on our heads as we drove around UT campus. We all (still) love(d) each other.

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  3. And yet, it is the car remembered fondly. Neil drove a big ugly car that had belonged to his aunt. The backseat had been removed to discourage any hanky panky.

    As for the flaws, they serve to nudge our memories. A red wine stain can make me smile every time remembering a great dinner party wondering why I don’t serve that Beef Bourguignon more often!

    Love your blog, love you….

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  4. I love every word of this!! (Though I might have to go look up “verisimilitude”😜). You are oh so clever and a brilliant wordsmith!!!


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